RE-ENTERING

THE WORLD IS brand new again. A divorce is very sad but with it comes a feeling of infinite possibilities. Not just in love but in all aspects; Lifestyle, location, monetary future, Home, even the kind of pets we will love. There is a sea of emotions that have swept over our days. Shelby has cracked me up on a regular basis. There is no way my life could be sad when she is in it. I am so in love with her, so so in love with her! I rarely shed a tear, even after all that has happened. Shelby has a very happy mom again. The very sad part comes when you know you have hurt someone you care so much about, so deeply. Something that is without a doubt right for you may not be right for someone else. Is that selfish or do you stay and remain someone you no longer recognize? Would that be best for your child? I say NO! As long as we continue to bring goodness and love into both of our homes. Moving on means dating again---SCARY! I have found that in order for me to agree to go out with someone, they have better be pretty dang special to take an evening of my sweet time away from my daughter. I can barely stand to go to work, let alone go out and do something with someone I will most likely want to ditch an hour into a date. But we all know that feeling when you have that very rare fantastic evening that gives you enough endorphins to last you into the next weekend. Here is to....ready, set, GO!